Feelings....where do they come from?/ catchup!

So as we all know that women have all these emotions...depending on if its that time of the month or pregnant or just stressed out!!!! Well I feel like i have this extra feelings that it seems like most people don't have........if anyone is crying, I'm probably crying, and sometimes i don't even have a reason to cry.....It seems really annoying a lot of the time too me..especially when I'm at a funeral service for someone i n ever met........Jon informed me the other day that i took all his pain and was crying for him......I don't know if i believe that but i was thinking why do i always cry!!!! well if God made me a different person....i guess i wouldn't be me if i didn't cry (I'm wondering how I'm going to be if i was pregnant....look out everyone!!!!) I guess if i didn't cry i guess i probably wouldn't feel for people!!!

I was going to get back to you guys about the E-melz..........from the Dave Ramsey classes. we love the meals! I does save us money and we eat healthier!!! You guys should check their web site e-mealz.com

Our house keeps coming together little at a time this weekend we opened our window and finally cleaned out our front porch.....it is now called the Man room or Jon's room.......i felt bad that Jon didn't really have any where to go while we have bible study at our house except the office....i wanted him to watch D.V.D's (that i don't like to watch) or video games (that i could careless about...hunting games....who wants to sit an watch someone shoot a ducks on t.v.??) ....he does so much for me and our house i wanted him to relax and have his quit time....he doesn't get that....He deserves it!!!!! Ir's nothing much right now but like i said slowly coming together. eventually on the other side of the porch is going to be the kids side but until we get carpet and paint and fix it up more and insulate better.

I know that i have said this before many times but I love our Dave Ramsey class it has saved us many times from doing stupid financial decisions.....like for instance we were in Lowes (imagine that :)) and we were looking at all the kitchen stuff....(i love it) and as i was waiting for Jon to order our vet fan for above the stove (who new those things were so expensive!!!) and i saw a credit card form sitting next to me and they make it so appealing to people....you can have a dream home and save money.....yeah right!!!!! just put your self more in debt! I will say that it was very temping to me....especially since my personality is once i know what i want i want it NOW!!! and i know exactly what i want my kitchen to look like....but the money is not there....so it is very hard for me to wait till we have all the pieces together!!!! Especially since i want to save money so we can put carpet in our bedroom and paint again ....so that by the time we have a baby we will sleep in our real bedroom and the baby's room put together.......this might be awhile so i guess i can just dream and pray that this will be done!!!! :)